This morning I awake at 5.30 am and I feel like I have not slept at all. My legs are sore and I just kept waking up all night. I worry that I have missed out something on the ward and Sister will give me another dressing down. I am feeling so tired just now and I am just unable to face going in. I do not know what is wrong with me but I just do not have any appetite and I constantly have headaches. I must be coming down with something. I pick up my mobile phone and phone my ward to say I am not coming in today. I just say that I think I have flu because I just do not know what is wrong with me. I may go to see my GP, but for now I just need to pull my duvet up over my head and forget about my ward today.
